actually... i'm writing in hungarian but i have this one in english... if somebody is interested in my hungarian poems than..just drop me a note

       Paradox of feelings

When I closed my eyes,
I saw you smiling.
When I searched my mind,
I realised: I'm dying.
I felt that love was breaking my heart,
I knew that my heart was falling apart.

Nowadays I'm just staying here dreamin',
Wishing you were here cuddling me lovin'.

Why it is just a dream?
Why it cannot be real?
Why are you so far from me?
Why cannot be: you and me?

My heart is shattering again,
I have to love another man.
I'm dying inside for ever,
I can't let you to be forgotten...

...but I have to...
...'cause I love you...

(dark light, come shine in her lost heart tonight, and blind all fears that haunt her with your smile)